Four years ago, Melissa Morris was a success story.
四年前，Melissa Morris是一个成功的故事。
After bypass surgery, she lost almost 500 lbs., dropping from 653 lbs. to just 157. But following two pregnancies and becoming a stay at home mom, Morris is back up to 275 lbs. and has dealt with depression.
心脏搭桥手术以后，她瘦了500磅，从653磅变为157磅。但是，经过两次怀孕，她成为了一名家庭主妇，体重又变为275磅，与此同时，她还与焦虑对抗。
"Before I lost the weight, I was miserable, and barely living life. And my dream was to have kids," Morris says in this exclusive clip from Wednesday’s episode of My 600-lb Life: Where Are They Now?. "I was happy to be a mom, but I was depressed because of everything I needed to give up. I didn’t expect how much my world would change being a mom, and the struggles that would bring."
“在我体重减轻以前，我很糟糕，勉强度日。我的梦想是生孩子，”周三《我的600磅生活：他们如今在哪儿?》节目的剪辑里，Morris说道。”我很开心成为妈妈，但是我为自己需要放弃的一切觉得沮丧。我并不期望我的世界会因为成为母亲而改变，为此而带来挣扎。”
"After having Eli, my husband and I decided that he would be the one that worked, and I would stay home and be the one that raised our children. But I missed my job, and I missed being able to go out."
“生完Eli后，我和丈夫决定他工作，我待在家里养孩子。但我想念我的工作，我很想念可以出去的日子。”
Now, with another baby on the way, Morris is raising her daughter Alana and son Eli, along with her niece and nephew, which means constantly cooking their meals.
现在，他们有了另外一个孩子，Morris正在和她的侄子和侄女一起养育她的女儿Alana和儿子 Eli，这意味着不断地为他们做饭。
"I didn’t realize how hard it was going to be when you have kids and have food for them around you all day long," Morris says. "It’s hard to stick to a diet." Her goal now is to get back down to 150 lbs. and lose the 100 lbs. she gained while pregnant with Eli, and the 20 lbs. she added with Alana.
Morris说:”我没有意识到，有了孩子以后，生活会变得如此艰难，整天都要为他们准备食物。很难坚持节食。”如今，她的目标就是回到150磅，减重100磅。怀Eli时，她的体重增加了，怀Alana.时，又重了20磅。
"I could tell you this whole journey was easy, but that would be a lie," Morris says. "But it wouldn’t be a lie to tell you it was worth it."
Morris 说：“我能告诉你，整个旅程很简单，但这是谎话，但它确实值得。”